Ma' Blog
High
I am an addict.
And he was my drug.
Making me feel the rush, the ecstasy.
His substance started to change though.
He brought new side effects that made me mad.
My supply was cut off.
Soon I picked up using again.
But he brought news lows.
It ended relationships.
Making me someone I was not.
Pulling me away from who i wanted to be.
I went to rehab.
I dropped the drug.
He came back.
Seemingly better then ever.
I new high, I new lust.
I tried to get back to rehab but before i could my drug quit.
Never again to fill my soul.
I was so use to my drug being there.
Always an option.
But now gone, removed from me.
I was only trying to ween off.
But i have been cut off.
No matter what.
:/ I wish I wasn’t picturing it. I wish it was still that on going film of my life.
(Source: letsjuststopandthink)
Oh ma gosh,
So my best friend is in love with are guy friend. We’ll call him Mike. Now Mike is in a relationship and has made it clear he wont date her. Now his relationship is starting to fade and i think my girl thinks she can step in. According to him she has been coming on kind of strong as of late. I told her earlier in all this shananagins that she should leave it alone. As much as I want her to be happy it would be worse if she ruined their relationship. So now she’s coming to me for advise again and ill i can think to say is leave it alone. Find another guy and get over him. He knows she likes him and has shown no interest. Is that wrong?
People suck.
So last night I shared a bed with another woman. (My aunt) So when I jokingly text my friend “slept with a girl last night.” and she responds “you fucking dyke.” it does not make me happy. Guess this is where I decide who the good friends are.
